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Monday, September 20, 2010
What a girl wants in a guy
This is common because she is insecure and worried you might be seduced by many better looking girls out there.. Always let her know where you are, what you are doing and other little bit of information to show that you are really serious about your relationship with her.. If you keep doing this, the both of you will have lesser things to argue about..
Another great tip here guys.! Pay close attention and don't miss this.. It might help fix your relationship.. When conflict between the both of you leads to a big fight, don't always expect your girl to back down.. It would annoy her and she may want to end the relationship.. If you really do not want a tragic end to your relationship, what should you do.? Ask yourself this question.. Think about it.. Love is a give and take relationship and it needs a lot of sacrifice.. It is a two way street.. You can't blast all your anger at her and expect her to keep quiet and be ok with it.. She has feelings too.. She might cry, starve herself, or she may not even be able to sleep at night because you were putting too much pressure on her..
She might not even want to talk to you at all the next day eventhough you have forgotten about it.. Don't expect her to pretend like nothing happened because girls are sensitive when it comes to feelings.. So guys, you should know what is the reason.. You have to know it because this can help you and your girl a lot.. Now guys, its time for all of you to face the truth.. You can't deny this.. All guys are egoistic.. Don't you think so.? It is a fact.. You guys wouldn't admit it but i have experienced it myself.. A man is not a man without his ego and pride.. Even the most perfect guy will have some pride as well.. If a guy doesn't have an ego at all, I can assure you that he is not a man.. He is gay.. Hahahaha! I'm being mean..
This is common because she is insecure and worried you might be seduced by many better looking girls out there.. Always let her know where you are, what you are doing and other little bit of information to show that you are really serious about your relationship with her.. If you keep doing this, the both of you will have lesser things to argue about..
Another great tip here guys.! Pay close attention and don't miss this.. It might help fix your relationship.. When conflict between the both of you leads to a big fight, don't always expect your girl to back down.. It would annoy her and she may want to end the relationship.. If you really do not want a tragic end to your relationship, what should you do.? Ask yourself this question.. Think about it.. Love is a give and take relationship and it needs a lot of sacrifice.. It is a two way street.. You can't blast all your anger at her and expect her to keep quiet and be ok with it.. She has feelings too.. She might cry, starve herself, or she may not even be able to sleep at night because you were putting too much pressure on her..
She might not even want to talk to you at all the next day eventhough you have forgotten about it.. Don't expect her to pretend like nothing happened because girls are sensitive when it comes to feelings.. So guys, you should know what is the reason.. You have to know it because this can help you and your girl a lot.. Now guys, its time for all of you to face the truth.. You can't deny this.. All guys are egoistic.. Don't you think so.? It is a fact.. You guys wouldn't admit it but i have experienced it myself.. A man is not a man without his ego and pride.. Even the most perfect guy will have some pride as well.. If a guy doesn't have an ego at all, I can assure you that he is not a man.. He is gay.. Hahahaha! I'm being mean..
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Angel of my stolen heart
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Love Hurts
why did you leave me to cry in the cold
you swore this time was different
why does that line seem so old
You told me I was the only one
who could make you feel that way
you told me that you cared about me
so why didnt you stay
All the nights you laid with me
alone in the dark in my bed
now I finally realize
you were just messing with my head
Love is such a powerful word
a word people often misuse
something they take for granted
something they beat and abuse
My wounds run deep inside me
there's blood all over the place
I think I’ve really lost it this time
Im ashamed to show my face
Diary of a Broken Heart
Always having fun, never apart
Then one day, something sparked
The next thing I knew, you had my heart.
The days flew by,
I lost track of time
Everytime I was with you,
I was on cloud nine.
Then one day, you asked me to be your girlfriend
I exclaimed, yes! and prayed we'd last until the very end.
No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy,
Happy that I was with you, and you were with me.
With me in your arms, you told me you loved me,
Then gently kissed my forehead and gave me a squeeze.
I was convinced you were the one for me,
Apart from you, I would never be.
Just when I thought all was well,
Was when you began to put me through hell.
You said, we should just be friends
That's when I knew it was the end.
I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why,
It was all I could do, not to begin to cry.
Where I once saw love, I saw nothing,
I couldn't believe you no longer felt something.
I lay in bed, counting my tears,
Each representing what I'd hoped would be years.
Years of happiness, for us to be together,
A long-lived life, forever and ever.
But in my heart, I know this will never be,
For in yours, no longer is there a place for me.
I gave you my all; I gave you my heart,
Little did I know that you'd tear it apart.
Everyday I place a smile on my face,
As for tears, there is not a trace.
You ripped me apart, but yet it's true,
Forever and always, I'll still love you
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
Broken hearted girl
You’re everything I thought you never were
Ain’t nothing like a thought could have been
Still, you live inside of me
So tell me how is that
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
‘Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there
At the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t wanna love you
In no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But untill now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me but
Sometimes I feel you’re not deserved of me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
‘Cause I’ve been afraid that
You would walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there
At the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t wanna love you
In no kind of way, no no
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Now I met a place I thought I’d never be, oh
I’m living in a world whereas all about you and me, yeah
And I won’t be afraid, my broken heart as free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you
I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath without my babe
Don’t wanna take a breath without my babe
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
With you by chris brown ( this is what a girl want's to hear from her man)
I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..
[Bridge]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..
[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm
With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
[Verse 2]
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..
[Bridge]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..
[Chorus]
With you [x5]
Oh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..
[Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day
I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
[Chorus]
With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Oh..
Pain
u droped my spirit down
telling me u just wanted
to be friends
broke my heart in 2
my bright blue skies crumble
as ur figure fade away
the end of my hope 2
be with u came along that day
now that u broke my heart
im sinking in my pain
and now my skies dark
like my empty black heart
and now that u left me alone
i have to say that u will regret
the day u tore me apart
When you leave
When you leave I will never forget your eyes I used to stare into.
When you leave I will never forget your fingers I used to play with.
When you leave I will never forget your hands I used to hold.
When you leave I will never forget your shoulder I used to lay my head on when I was tired.
When you leave I will never forget your lips I kissed when nobody was around.
When you leave I will never for get YOU!
....you told me you were not going to leave me... but what you didnt tell me....was that you were going to leave my heart..But Now your Gone.
All i ever wanted is you
Love, laughter, a pillow for my fears.
I want to give and to be given to
So I might feel myself flow through the years
Alive in you, the wonder of my tears.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
what hurt's the most
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and jus' let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry
Ev'ry once
In a while
Even though
Goin' on
With you gone
Still upsets me
There are days
Ev'ry now
And again
I pretend
I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say (much to say)
And watching you walk away (away)
Never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you ev'rywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Getting up
Getting dressed
Living with
This regret
But I know
If I could do it over
I would trade
Give away
All the words
That I saved
In my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say (much to say)
And watching you walk away (away)
Never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin'... to do, ohhhh
Ohhhh yeah
I'm not afraid to cry
Ev'ry once
In a while
Even though
Goin' on
With you gone
Still upsets me
There are days
Ev'ry now
And again
I pretend
I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say (much to say)
And watching you walk away (away)
Never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
What hurts the most (What hurts the most)
Is being so close
And having so much to say (much to say)
And watching you walk away (you walk away)
Never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Saturday, April 3, 2010
This is how i feel now!
Good bye
But not like I did before.
The intense aching I felt,
Isn’t there anymore.
I still whisper your name…
Not as often as I used to.
Now it may be once,
Before the day is through.
I still hear your voice…
Replaying in my mind.
But it’s fading now,
Soon silence I will find.
I still long for you…
To feel your touch.
But it’s not like before,
I don’t dream it as much.
I still think about you…
And wonder how you are.
But my feelings have changed,
And they don’t go as far.
I still feel you sometimes…
Maybe you’re thinking of me?
Or maybe it’s just a little memory,
Of how it used to be.
I still love you…
But it’s just not as strong.
Because I’m letting you go now,
So we can both move on.
I still hear you say…
No one will love me like you do.
That’s so hard to believe now,
After the hurt you put me through.
You still have a piece of my heart..
Because I always felt you here.
Now, I’m hoping and praying,
That, that too, will quickly disappear.
This will be my last goodbye..
I’ve nothing else to say.
Everything I felt for you,
Can now just fade away.
How beautiful and painful love can be
I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together.
She said, "I miss you."
I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home."
She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine.
I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go."
Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat.
Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!"
Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home.
Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night.
But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station."
We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she graduated she went back home, and I stayed for one more year to finish school. During that year I was only able to take the train down to see her on holidays, but never for long. That was how we kept the treasured relationship.
We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go.
She begged and said, "Lets go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this."
With her begging, my cold heart softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face.
She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."
I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before. But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said, "Can we go now?"
I opened up my big black umbrella, she was just standing there, didn't want to leave yet, hoping there was still a chance. She said, "You made up the story of you and that other girl didn't you? I know I frustrate you sometimes, but I'll change, can't we start over?"
I didn't say a word, just looked down and shook my head. After that we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other.
Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about the cancer. I didn't think about the cancer again and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare awakened me again. First I thought the pain wouldl go away, but it grew stronger until to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray. The picture came out and there was a big black spot, which proved the truth that I did not want to believe. I was at the most glittering part of my life, but it was coming to an end. I wanted myself and the people around me to go through the least pain possible, so I decided to commit suicide.
But I couldn't let people find out about my intentions, especially Susan, the person I love the most in this whole world, who still doesn't know about the truth. Susan was still young, she shouldn't have to go through this. So I made up some stories and lied to her. It was a cruel thing to do, and it broke her heart, but it was the fastest way to wipe out three years's feelings. I didn't have much time, because I would soon start to loose hair and she would find out eventually. But now I'm close to succeeding, this drama would soon be over. Thirty minutes more this would all come to an end, that was what I had in mind.
The train had stopped running so I called a taxi for her. We were just standing there, waiting, loosing our last moments in silence.
I saw the taxi from far away, I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself, take good care of yourself."
She didn't talk, just nodded lightly, and then opened up her misshaped umbrella and stepped out on the street. Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red, one black, so far away from each other. I opened the door for her and she got in, then I close the gate that would separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring in the dark window, at the first love in my life, also the last one, walking out of my life. The car started, driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly chasing after the taxi, because I knew, this would be the last time I see her.
I wanted to tell her I still love her, I wanted to tell her to stay, I wanted to tell her so much, but the taxi had already turned in the corner. Warm tears kept falling down my face, blended with the cold rain drops. I was cold, not because of the rain. I was cold inside.
She left, and I didn't get anymore of her phone calls even until today. I know she didn't see my tears, because they were washed away by the rain. I left without regrets. But I'm not Chris, I'm that girl Susan, using my memory, and his diary I found after one year since he left, writing down these last words.
My hidden love for you
I looked into your eyes
I saw a glow about you
I loved all that I could see
I love to see your smile
Spread across your face
But when it does seem to fade
My heart stars to ache
I like to hear you speak
Your voice brings me chills
It puts me in a crazy setting
All starts to haze
Whenever I think of you
I drift to a far off place
Where anything could happen
Where I could love you
I didn't know what to say
I didn't know how to put it
So I tried to hide it
But it can't be concealed any longer
I'll try to say it here and now
I'll try to tell you how I feel
I love you boy with all my heart
Will you return my love for you
Friday, April 2, 2010
My Heart Speak's
To be right now,
Than to be home,
Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than in bed,
Closing my eye's,
Falling into a deep sleep,
To forget about the day's,
Forget about the night's,
Forget about you,
HEARTBROKEN
Nothing better than to sleep,
To forget that your gone,
To forget your lies,
You never loved me,
Forget the way,
you looked at me,
When you left me,
I want to forget,
I want to leave this world,
Close my eye's,
Fall to sleep to stop the heart from beating,
I block my ear's,
From hearing the sounds,
like your voice,
Like when you sing to me,
Those lovely songs,
They sounded to tender,
now they kill me,
They hurt me,
I dont want to hear anything,
Dont want to hear the rain,
Droping outside the window,
Dont want to hear the wave's
Hitting againts the sand,
dont want to see my face.
Dont want to see u,
Dont want anything,
That has to do with you,
I want to close,
I want to block away,
The world to stop the pain,
In my heart,
I want my heart to stop beating,
To stop bleeding,
From your words,
your lies...
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The Pain
In my soul,
In my body,
But most of all it hurt's my heart,
I LOVE U so much
Love that will never be hidden,
Wounds to will never heal,
Clouds that will always fill with darkness.